“I don’t want to be disturbed. I have made sacrifices for this effete life of mine, at least relatively speaking, and I am comfortable. Do I lead the life of a selfish shit? So be it. I am content in my shithood.” ~ from Reunion by Alan Lightman
“Of all the layers of dream that govern this life, the deepest and most catastrophic is that of our solitariness: only death cures it, and even then only by cessation, not awakening.” ~ from The Blind Eye by Don Paterson
“I think when you are born an angel should say to you, hopefully kindly and not in the fake voice of an airline attendant: Here you go on this long, long dream. Don’t even try to wake up. Just let it go on until it is over. You will learn many things. Just relax and observe because there just is pain and that’s it mostly and you aren’t going to be able to escape no matter what. Eventually it will all be over anyway. Good luck.” ~ from Wolf by Francesca Lia Block
“I am becoming hugely depressed. Like last year. Just a month ago I was better, sporting a simpler, terse pose disenchantment, a neat black vest of sadness…In my little white house I am in a slump. I look around. All these possessions, all these new things, are little teeth, death markers, my home one compact little memorial park remember when they used to be called cemeteries…[I] wonder how they got here, how I have arrived at this point of clutter. These things, things, things, my mind is shooting and I hurl appliances, earrings, wine glasses, into the kitchen trash and, gripped immediately by a zinging, many knuckled panic, pick them out again, hurry, hurry, hurry, one by one, rinse them off, put them back away, behind their doors, watch TV, breathe, watch TV.” ~ from To Fill by Lorrie Moore
“I can see exactly what not to do at the moment. No doubt through the usual process of elimination I’ll arrive at my favourite strategy of total paralysis.” ~ from The Blind Eye by Don Paterson
“…don’t spread yourself stupid, you’re contagious.” ~ Richard Bolisay, Digital Buryong.
“Oh man I either need a life, a cold shower, or an English actor from Salford, with blue eyes, sexy voice.” ~ MrsWho, Christopher Eccleston Forum.
“Sooner or later I will have to renounce my motionlessness, give up those habits of reverie, speculation and lethargy by which I currently subsist. I will have to come to grips with the real world, which is composed, I know, not of words but of drainpipes, holes in the ground, furiously multiplying weeds, hunks of granite, stacks more or less of heavy matter which must be moved from one point to the other, usually uphill. How will I handle it? Only time, which does not by any means tell everything, will tell.” ~ from Unearthing Suite by Margaret Atwood.
“May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you’re wonderful, and don’t to forget make some art — write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself.” ~ from the online journal of Neil Gaiman
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"We either live happily ever after or we get killed by horrible curses." ~ Wolf, The Tenth Kingdom
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ongoing: 70 Favorite Actors
Favorite means people I'd watch no matter how crappy the movie or their acting is. Yeah, sometimes, it's like that. We love whom we love.
upcoming: Sometime this 2008.
and...
The Shipping News: Favorite couples of all time. May be real or imagined. Not sure how many there'll be yet. Favorite Music Videos: I don't think I'll do all 70 this time, maybe 21 or 49. as long as it's a multiple of seven.
UP grading system:
1.0 highest, 5.0 lowest Interview
(Steve Buscemi, 2007) - 2.0 To Kill a King
(Mike Barker, 2003) - 2.5 The Savages
(Tamara Jenkins, 2007) - 1.5 Iron Man
(Jon Favreau, 2008) - 1.75 Gabriel
(Shane Abbess, 2007) - 4.0 Then She Found Me
(Helen Hunt, 2007) - 2.75 August Rush
(Kirsten Sheridan, 2007) - 2.25
Recent TV
Planet of the Ood
(Doctor Who Series 4 Episode 3) The Fires of Pompeii
(Doctor Who Series 4 Episode 2) Partners in Crime
(Doctor Who Series 4 Episode 1) Miss Austen Regrets
(PBS Masterpiece Theater) The Taming of the Shrew
(ShakespeaRe-Told) Children of Dune
(Sci-Fi Mini-Series) Princess Tutu: Chapter of the Egg
(Japanese anime)
Recent Books
currently reading: The Blind Assassin
by Margaret Atwood just finished: The Frog Prince: A Fairy Tale for Consenting Adults
by Stephen Mitchell Snow
by Lynn Tracy Beauty Sleep
by Cameron Dokey Tam Lin
by Pamela Dean Kiss Sleeping Beauty Goodbye
by Madonna Kolbenschlag Reunion
by Alan Lightman
Recent Songs
Lonely Lonely (Feist, Let it Die) Paper paper obsolete / how will you reach out to me? Intuition (Feist, The Reminder) A love is not complete / with only heat We're All in a Dance (Feist, OST Paris Je T'aime) We all go round and round / partners are lost and found Heartstopper (Emiliana Torrini, Fisherman's Woman) My life is a mess / I have gone too far in my lifelessness Thinking Out Loud (Emiliana Torrini, Fisherman's Woman) The unbearable colour of things / gets him down Tuna Fish (Emiliana Torrini, Love in the Time of Science) I'm too stale to eat breakfast / so I smell my fingertips Not Ready to Love (Rufus Wainwright, Release the Stars) I'm giving up belief in the sky / so you can take my seat
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